There are so many things I have not tried. I have not fallen in love. Have my heart broken. Smoke. Have sex. The list is endless. I never change. Nothing happens to me. While everyone has Moved forward, I remain the same. That is worse than having your heart broken, lose your virginity to a boy you thought you loved and loved you. You are living. That is the key part. I am not living. I am still and consistent and its killing me.

There are some people who seem to write great blogs. I don’t consider myself one of them.